Depression sucks

My dear husband has taken to his bed and has been there since Monday, sleeping or crying. When he gets up, it’s to go to the bathroom and back. I MADE him eat last night but tonight he’s not eating. Since Monday, he’s had ten Otter Pops, a bowl of cereal and half a serving of beef tips and noodles. In the morning I’m calling the doctor.

Hubby has been battling depression for a couple of years but I’ve NEVER seen him this bad, for this long. He can hardly stand, I had to help him to the bathroom just now and it’s tearing me apart to see him like this. I don’t know what else to do except get him admitted and see if they can adjust his meds or something.

Last night he told me that if his family called, to tell them he’s dead. He says he’s not suicidal but, what am I supposed to think when he says that, when he tells me he feels empty and that life’s not worth living? What am I supposed to do?

The boys see him like this and have two different reactions. Older son had buried himself in Minecraft and doesn’t want to talk about it, younger son comes and asks me if dad’s going to die. He crawled into the bed with dad today and snuggled with him, crying, asking him to get up, to stop being sad.This is hurting all of us and the only thing I can think of is getting him admitted.

Earlier tonight, I talked to him and he agrees. He told me to call the doctor in the morning and see what they suggest. At least he’s amicable to it at the moment. I wonder if he’ll fight it when it comes time to DO it.


2 thoughts on “Depression sucks

  1. The poor, the lower middle worinkg classes pay the majority of tax’s which are then taken away from the majority and the most needy to feed the upper classes and business elites “which are the ruling classes” with huge tax cuts and subsides for enormous profits and with upper class welfare for health and education while the majority pays for it through their tax’s, but lives without!Austerity measures or tough budget cuts are what our leaders and governments force on to the majority but never force or implement on the business elites and upper classes, in fact the upper classes and business elites get more tax cuts and benefits while the poorer and worinkg classes pay for it.All leaders, politicians are customer service and sales representatives for the ruling minorities and change the laws and rules to suit their masters. That is why they will never listen to your cries and pleading as they are too scared to govern for the majority that have voted to put them there.It is the ruling classes that holds the human race back, they stop all technological advancements in global wide clean renewable cheap/free energy, education and cures for diseases as they want to maintain the slave & master society but they are only there because we the majority allow them to rule over us. All funding and research should be on fusion technologies, these technologies will give us unlimited energy and from that a new clean worldwide economical reforms could be implemented. The ruling classes will try to stop it, the politicians don’t care, so it is up to us the majority to make it happen.


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